what is going on right now
the usual realization hit me after i started doing my shit that there isnt enough time to really do it. things are kinda fucked up because ive severed my line and am getting over it. it's time to find some new shit because i cant write anything in here anymore. i almost wrote about my day

what can i say i was comfortable and now i'm not. i was putting it off because it changes the way i feel about shit for a little while. it's a cycle like everything else so it doesn't bother me. i dont like the roles i play because it is also a cycle but a bad one. there's nothing and no one to look forward to. the night needs to come anew. 

two weeks ago i was....................... traveling time zones between singapore and new delhi. 10 days ago i was being inspired at street markets with my uncles, having everything built up for one night. 8 days ago i was dealing with the recoil of a wedding. less than a week ago i was sitting in seoul recovering from a cold. around 2 months ago i ( Read more... )

yeah i'm down with my major

i have to remember today and maybe write about it tomorrow

singapore is hyper tight i wish i had more time here. i just took a bus and boat tour. 9 hours till my trip begins

since everything is a cycle. a day like today is too. im by myself a lot and sometimes like to see people. it snow piles and some things get tossed around so that i get to a point where i want to throw everyone away and go back to being on my own. things are pretty good. every day i do my shit and every night i sleep sorta on time. i ride my bike ( Read more... )

what do you do when things are going your way? im not sure but i like my life and i'm looking forward to the next few weeks. i need to find an internship or some shit. damn i cant write anything here

oops i forgot words and ideas wont get me anywhere. 

i'm so spoiled; i have too many good people on my roster. i keep myself level by keeping it all in the forefront because i know the cycles but like my pedal strokes im working on keeping things fluid. i dont mind the lows but maybe i havent hit a real one yet. gotta sleep