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fuck i see it now. i see the lunacy and desperation they get, the removal of their perfect world where everything was working and all the good shit good feelings and memories were from one source or directed to one. theyre frantic. looking for anything or anyone to jump start their life, theyre at nil after being full for so long, all they want is ( Read more... ) -
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i dont have much time but i should make a note of these things. friday was graduation where i saw a lot of people from my year and some close graduates. i also saw some hella fat people which were fun to look at. that night was our last night with frank. saturday i was supposed to film some RN shit with sonny for kash money's graduation movie but ( Read more... ) -
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okay fine i'm gay like everyone else but i gotta write this. it started out in the fall when the sun would set hella early and the whole world was dark orange and yellow. i was hella in love with my memories and i kept coming home to see that things were changing with a lot of my friends. i tried to keep them straight but they were going astray. ( Read more... ) -
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i cracked this one so hard. it's like a long puzzle i've been amusing myself with that i've finally figured out. i'm pretty proud i'm getting better and quicker at this shit and this year i haven't made any mistakes either because i've called it. me and sully just climbed a hella psycho crazy hill following a trail we didnt even know. it was like 9 ( Read more... ) -
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last night was hella tight. forest, the end of the caves, and the BOARDWALK! ! ! ! ! ! the caves were hella muddy and fun. manal's friends were down for everything which made things even better. my school's so gay, it's the weekend before finals and there's a fucking 'party' in the quad with hella loud shitty music and lame people yelling goddamnit ( Read more... ) -
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okay show me someone new. a new genre someone who i can treat as a fucking equal. this week has been the definition of ultra whack and i have to fix this fucked up layout too -
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keyed. finally after a few weeks. i have a lot to write about. about what i'm like and reasoning behind it. chem was pretty difficult and i was a point shy of a B- in calc but i have finals. todays been a tight ass day. brian wants to come to sc this friday and sullys show is on saturday. eugene is on vacation!! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! -
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i've been so wasteful and indecisive today. i drove to santa cruz this morning and it took me more than 2 hours then i spent about 45 minutes in city buses. and then after i'd wasted hella time decided i didn't want to be in sc anymore and came home at 1230 -
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all of this is necessary, all the people, influences and i cant finish this because it's like saying everything happens for a reason and that things are predetermined.