i have a lot going on right now.
i'm so overwhelmed, so much is happening all at once.
i don't know how to handle it anymore and i am in desperate need of some advice/help.

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 NEW LW.

134 :)

 I WANT TO GO TO THE GYM SO BAD. 
I WANT PILLS.
 WANT TO CUT.


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 144 this morning :)
gotta be in the 130's before thanksgiving.
yesterday i worked out so hard, i got so lightheaded, it was beautiful :)
i'm gonna do this, i have cheerleading later so there's my exercise.
i ate kind of a lot, im really full, but i onl eat one time during the day...afterschool.
i hope i lose another pound tomorrow :)


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 146 this morning.
vyvance i need you.

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i am doing so good.
vyvance is definately the key to losing weight.
i wish i was perscribed :(
147 this morning :)
back in the 140's !




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STRUGGLING.
i need to lose :/


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 153. still fat
working my way down again, yes.

never. eat. that. much. on. vacation. ever. again. FATFUCK.

just about 6 more lbs. to your NORMAL weight again.
about 12 lbs. til your LW again.
and stay away from your HW ....for the last time.

i hate myself.