Today is 7 years since the day you died..funny how life goes on...things are so much different now, i don't look at life the same as i used to, i try to let things pass that no longer seem important to me...life is just too short as your death proved to me, try to live each day as if it was your last. I miss you Shana, love you always, mom

Happy Birthday Shana, i miss you
hope you are happy
Love you

don't know what made me write in this after such a long time, maybe it's the passage of time, or the state of the country whatever....been thinking about Shana alot lately, hoping to dream about her but knowing I won't....missing her... hope I didn't ruin anyone's day with these thoughts...love you Shana

but it seems like just yesterday that you decided enough was enough. I wish you hadn't..but you did and now we all have to live with that however hard that may be. Today is Easter and I am feeling very alone. I wish I could talk to you and have you answer back. I miss your sarcastic remarks and sassy smile. I miss holding hands with you while you ( Read more... )

Hello everyone, I haven't posted for a long time. Went through alot lately. My mom died last month on Columbus Day and I have been thinking about and missing Shana alot lately. It seems like holidays bring out the true sadness of her death. I truely miss her each and everyday. Sometimes I find myself buying presents for her but then catch myself ( Read more... )

Aloha all, hope everyone is doing well. Congrats to the new grads out there! I got your announcement Vera thanks. Of course it took me a month to mail out your card...hope you got it and the Amex gift card inside of it. I thought the card was something that Shana might have given you. The tradition lives on. If you met Brett, you would see that ( Read more... )

This day is the worse. Why did you have to leave me in this disarray? I bet your laughing your ass off. Well, once again you are the center of my universe. Hope you are doing well. Miss you lots. It's not the same without you in my world. Love you. I thought I heard your voice today. Oh and your birthday came up backwards today in the lottery. 819 ( Read more... )

Shana, today was a bad day. You have seemed to be on my mind alot lately, much more than usual which probably isn't a good sign of things to come. Perhaps it's the holidays coming up. Life is so hard to bear sometimes. Often it is so hard to even get up in the mornings, that is probably why I am not sleeping well. I have thought alot about life and ( Read more... )

Now I know how Schleprock felt on the Flintstone's. It must be tough walking around with a black cloud over ones head all the time. Everything seems to be falling apart, so I am working my arse off trying to drown myself in self-pity and sleep depravation. People tend to let me down, so I try not to get too close to them to avoid the grief of ( Read more... )

more than I already have. My body feels drained lately. I am so tired. I am not sleeping well and I'm exhausted. I almost feel afraid to fall asleep. I am scared of what my dreams may be about...Nothing seems to be going right lately, hopefully spring will come and change my outlook. I miss you Shana banana. I wish you were here with us, making us ( Read more... )