A friend of mine lost her baby 2 days ago. I feel terrible and I cant do anything about it. She was pretty much like my adopted little sister... and I lost contact with her after I was asked to leave Clinton Valley Assembly of God. Maybe if I had stayed around and was there for her all this wouldnt have happened. Shes only 15. I love that girl ( Read more... )

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Today was fun. Started off with sleeping in. yay!!! then I picked up Dan and we went and got me my new phone since my dogs ate my other one. $350 later we went to KFC for lunch. And a good lunch it was!!! I was starving. Then we headed to the Auto show. I hate driving in Detroit.... alot! We walked around forever and looked at tons of ( Read more... )

I feel like crap... in more then one way.

I did something stupid tonight.... doesnt matter what it was... just that it was stupid. The plan didnt work out which is better anyways. I'm failing at life right now and it sucks. I'll get over it...i hope.

I feel like things are going even farther down hill now. EVERYTHING just plan sucks. Right now... I hate life.

Last night bowling was alot of fun. I actually did pretty good for myself.... 106...127.... and ummm 64 i think.... last game was pretty bad for us all. There were lots of pics taken thanks to mandys camera. I will post some when she sends them all out. It was good times. There was alot of us there!! Me James Mandy Dave Steph John Sarah Lance ( Read more... )

Anytime you feel like you just can't hold on, just hold on to my love And I'll help you be strong. But you're so afraid to lose And, baby, I can't reach your heart. I can't face this wall that's keeping us apart. When I could be the one to show you everything you've missed before, just hold on now, cause I could be the one to give you more ( Read more... )

I hate it when people keep things from me. I find out eventually anyways.

Today sucked. Alot. And I hope I dont wake up for tomorrow. I guess I've just about given up on everything. Oh well. I hate life.

I love Shacara. Im so glad she is back at work ( Read more... )

Mike: sue i just wanted to say somethin, i think you are beauitful and proably the coolest person i know i hope you find the man of your dreams

=) What a sweetie. I will be praying for him while he is back in Iraq. He is a good friend. I hope for the best for him.