why the fuck do i just seem to bring out the asshole in boys? its sooo frustrating! i have boys that seem interested and bam! with in an instant that changes! and why is it that they can look me straight in the eye and lie! it drives me crazy. last weekend jesse did that. looked straight in my eye and actually made me pitty him. just to 2 seconds ( Read more... )

i am sooo excited. anyone who knows me knows that im a disney freak! well. recently i have been looking for a song of the south tape. this movie's releasing was stopped inn the late 90's (2001 in the uk). i went on ebay and i found one...sealed....hologramed. i am sooo happy. this is an awesome investment. later on down the road this tape is going ( Read more... )

past couple of weekends ive been spending time in santa cruz. its really nice to just get away and go some place completly different. i love hanging around zach and his roomates. they are totally chill and those are the types of people i need to be around. its been really interesting cuz i threw myself in a situation that wasn't "my element". and i ( Read more... )

i finally found a picture for my next tattoo.  im still bummed cuz with out the memory card i don't have the pictures from when i went to hollywood and took pictures of walt disney's star. oh well. atleast i still get to get my tattoo before i go to walt disney world. that is going to be soooooo awesome. its nice that i get to have warm weather for ( Read more... )

last night was the afi show! OMG! IT WAS SOOOOOO FUCKING GOOD!!!! ha ha look a like davey! its great! saosin was awesome too. even though i don't know any of the words to their songs. got to meet a couple of the guys afterwords. beau has the most beautiful eyes i have ever seen!! and cove is funny as hell.  saosin's album comes out on the 26th and ( Read more... )

it just pretty much sucked ass but it got  better i guess ( Read more... )

so much has been going on...i can't believe it. the biggest things...my florida trip, letting the past be the past, random people showing up in my life again, and school.
so for my florida trip...it was awesome. i want to go back ( i am in feb.) i loved my mom's friend and her family. if it weren't for my love for my cousin and uncle, the ( Read more... )

I'm not here for your entertainment ( Read more... )

so graduation was awesome! i was nervous giving my speech. it was really bad. i couldn't breathe and then my nose started running but i got through it. i got an award for being a student mentor. then it was over. yea!!! we (me and my family and joey) went to dinner at tony romas... mmmmm! then went to my uncles house to open my presents. all in all ( Read more... )

so much has happened since i last updated this. well, first off i am proud to say that i have dumped stupid ass from my life. i told him never to talk to me again. it was the hardest thing to do but it had to be done. im so proud of myself for doing it. so theres that. me and sara are no longer friends. probably for the better. me and tysson are ( Read more... )