so i know that i updated today already, but it is urgent that i post because i just really need to share this ( Read more... )

the past ten days have been so awesome. i'm just so happy. and i'm getting more excited for my birthday, maybe i won't ignore it after all. i was thinking about having just like a regular party, and then at midnight whoever wants to leave can leave but all the COOLASSMOTHERFUCKERS can stay and do midnight madness. that way if you think painting at ( Read more... )

i want everyone to go to strathmore tonight! just go please go!!!!

did anyone see the sky today? it was fucking gorgeous/amazing/beautiful/scary. it's still today, so go look outside ( Read more... )

so i better do the garden state post. the movie was fucking amazing. i completely got everything and it actually made me feel good. like yeah, this is my life, this is my fucking life. and i love it. good times. lately i've been feeling really good. really good just being me and just being in the company of my wonderful friends. i love these last ( Read more... )

sooo the past few days have been a lot of fun. i had a pretty shitty week before then, but then i came to terms with some stuff that's been making me miserable, and now i feel alright. last night was lots of fun, at times i felt like my head was going to explode just from some strange coincidences, but at other times i was really happy. the other ( Read more... )

the past few days have been awful. actually everything since i've gotten home has been awful. i've just been going crazy. nothing is happening. i feel so stuck like nothing will ever happen. and i feel like i'm getting pessimistic which isn't like me. and i feel like i'm starting not to trust boys. like i just don't think any guy could give me what ( Read more... )

today i felt really alone/lonely/sad/empty/done. it was weird. but i wrote some depressing songs which made me feel better. god that sounds so awful but it's really not. before i had this wanting in me, and now it's just gone. i feel sort of like all my emotions are just gone. but i know they'll come back. so it looks like tonight's gonna be me ( Read more... )

i knew that'd be my mood one of these days. sooo last night was a lot of fun. i love film festival. it's so good just to see lots and lots of people. this week my mom's away and my dad's just always at work or biking, so i could have some pretty awesome day time parties. not that daytime parties are so awesome, but you know. my mom was also very ( Read more... )

i've been pretty bored lately. this morning was pretty crappy and now i feel like i'm just waiting, but i'm not really sure for what. i was thinking about going to film festival, but sitting at home sounds just the same. i need to stop being anti social and loserish. something in my house smells funky. i went through a lot of old lj's this morning ( Read more... )