things are so weird right now. on one hand things for me are really great, but on the other hand i feel really torn about some stuff and it's making me lose it a little.

work is fun. and i got a job on mondays driving 2 freshman boys to soccer practice. yay money.

i feel like patience is the biggest virtue.

lately things are so blah. and it's so familiar which sucks. so now i'm on a mission to make everyday fucking awesome. and i'm also on a mission to keep continuing, instead of restarting all the time. i'm being cryptic, i know, but oh well. i'm sure most of you can guess ( Read more... )

i stared at my tv for 2 mintues and thought, what do i watch? ali g, nip/tuck, or sex and the city? that's when i decided to get online ( Read more... )

yesterday was so much fun thank you EVERYONE ( Read more... )

my birthday is in 32 minutes!!!!!!! yay!!!!! i'm coming to school tomorrow too!! and i worked tonight and it was SO MUCH FUN!!!! and my party is on for saturday! if you're staying for madness, bring paint clothes! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11111

i'm really happy with the way things are going for me right now. i'm really excited to start working. and i know it's only been two days of school for everyone, but i haven't been bored at all. today me and my grandma had our annual trek to anthropologie for my birthday and then we went to la madeline. i got a cute skirt and we just had a lot of ( Read more... )

waking up this morning knowing that everyone was in school was soooo weird. but it wasn't bad. last night i was afraid that i was going to wake up in a really strange state of mind and think i was supposed to be going to school and just go. hahaha that would have been oh so funny ( Read more... )

i'm sort of going crazy. and all of a sudden i've become afraid of talking about it. i'm sort of starting to feel ashamed or something. and i wish there was that one person that i could just tell everything to, but there really isn't. anyways. i'm going shopping today for hostess clothes!! yay! and i need jeans too so hopefully i will find some. ( Read more... )

tonight wasn't good. i've only felt like 2 things have ever had power over me. and i've tried really hard to take that power back and have it over them, but then tonight both of them just got to me. and it was sort of all at once, and it made me want to cry ( Read more... )

things are wonderful ( Read more... )