Are birthdays supposed to feel less and less special as time goes by? I figured my 25th would at least mean something special seeing as I've last a quarter of a century long. But all I can think about is that I'm probably going to be quite dead by the time I'm fifty so now I'm at the halfway mark and I have achieved nothing in my life. The only ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone, I'd like you to meet David Faralli. He's the last boyfriend I'm going to ever introduce you to. For realz.

What the fuck do I always do wrong? Why do I always end up getting hurt and then blamed for everything? I really think there's some magical thing in me that turns people into horrible, selfish assholes when I'm nice to them. What is it? Do I do too much? Do I ask for too much? Is it really ridiculous of me to expect a guy I date to act like a man ( Read more... )

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I stumble, crumble and fall. Today was not a good day.

When will I be good enough to have him fall in love with me? Why does it seem like whenever I feel something for someone they don't feel that way for me? Sigh.

Falling for someone is a scary thing.. Every time I allow myself to let go it doesn't seem to turn out well. I'm going to keep on holding my breath and jumping in though... How else will I find that special someone..? I hope I'm close..

I don't quite know how to feel with how this path has turned... I'm dating someone who lied about everything that made them attractive to me (integrity, good character, honor) and what's left is someone who is so deeply insecure about themselves that they have to lie about everything, absolutely everything in their past. I don't understand how ( Read more... )

Funny that perfect isn't always to perfect... Actually, next time I label a guy as perfect I want someone who loves me to just punch me in the face. kthxbye