I met the perfect guy and he's in love with me and I don't get it. But it's nice.

So.. I got tired of the bs with Rob so I broke up with him. Meanwhile I've been spending time with a guy from the rock gym named Nick and he was, in a way, my back-up boyfriend, but as I'm spending more time with him (and we've become officially together as of the 22 when we had our first kiss at the rock gym), I'm beginning to see that maybe all ( Read more... )

"I wish you were here, but you're not here, you're there and there doesn't know how lucky it is." This was posted on my boyfriend's facebook by his ex-love/best friend. It drives me insane that she's still seen as a fucking saint in his eyes when she's openly going for him and is shamelessly displaying this so that I can see it. I have a fucking ( Read more... )

Why can't things be without drama and bullshit? I just wanna be with a guy that wants to be with me and doesn't have someone else in love with them and actively pursuing them. It'd also be nice to be with a guy that I can look forward to doing things with in the future instead of having a cut off date in September because they're enlisting in the ( Read more... )

Sooooo... I've played the field a bit, spent some time alone, found some good new interests and made some new friends. At about two in the morning I woke up in Rob's arms and he asked me to be his girlfriend officially. Who's Rob, you may ask? Well, I met Rob at the climbing gym, Elite Climbing, at the beginning of January. He taught Caryn and I ( Read more... )

I've been really happy lately. My job's great; I just got approved for the benefits/part-time position on the Adolescent Unit at Carrier, climbing's fuckin' awesome and my arms are getting riiiiiiipped, and my social circle's ever-expanding and I've come to fully accept myself for who I am and how I am. I can say for certain that I am finally, ( Read more... )

I agree. Not so much with the whole introverted piece but it's pretty accurate again ( Read more... )

I'm feeling pretty happy, this is super good. I have lots of good stuff going for me and I'm glad for it. It's relieving to not be so stressed about so many things at once... what a weight off my shoulders.
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I'm not normal or typical. But sometimes I really wish I was so it wouldn't be so damn lonely.

Dana took me to a party her boyfriend's friend Phil was having in Tom's River and whoa, it was awesome. All good people, all good conversations and drinking. Unfortunately my fun was dwindled by my acid reflux acting up (note to self: don't drink orange vodka ever again). It was definitely a confidence booster because I was the honey and lots of ( Read more... )