ok someones been posting random messages such as "CUNT" on my commenets. mature...
if youre going to do that, at least have the balls to sign in and do it, and not annoymously.

Hey guys. I know I havne't been around in forever. Sigh. I guess I just haven't much felt like being around anyone much. I haven't even been seeing my friends lately. In fact, sunday night was the first time I'd seen them again since our trip to Galveston in September.

I was really anxious about going back to see them, but surpirsingly, it turned ( Read more... )

Thursday:

Thursday turned out to be an ok day for me. I had a geology test which I was completely freaking out about the night before, once again for no real good reason) It turned out to be moronically simple and I aced it, which of course made me feel even more stupid about my unwarrented hissy fit the night before. Oh well.

In other news, no ( Read more... )

i dont wanna go to school tomorrow. :( i hate my algebra class. i missed the first test, and im pretty sure i have a test tomorrow that im totally unprepared for :( the teacher's an ass. he doesnt seem to care that he's leaving people behind. he doesnt announce tests or have a posted sylabuss anywhere. so i have no idea whats going on in this class ( Read more... )

I went down to Surf Side, near Galveston, last weekend. I had a pretty good time, minus the really bad panic attack I had, but whatever. Here's some pictures

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sorry everyone for not being around. ive been really depressed lately and just havent much felt like writing it down and having my own personal online pity party. i guess ill write some this weekend, so much to write about. :(

thank you everyone for your kinds words and support. i reaslly needed it. im home now from the hospital, and theyve decided to put me into a 6 week outpatient program starting on monday. sigh, im totally terrified. my appointment with my new doc is monday after school and hes going to evaluate me. im so afraid he'll want to put my inpatient, so ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with me. heh, its always something isnt it? im never just okay. lately, ive been so numb, so dead inside. i sleep all day, or pretend to sleep anyway. i dont even have the energy to hurt myself anymore. people assume that since i havent hurt myself in about 2 weeks that i am feeeling better. the desire is still there. the ( Read more... )

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0. Do you cut? Yes ( Read more... )