Enduring the pain because I want to paint the world before I leave it.

and things have gotten pretty bad for me, I don't think I'd ever commit suicide (not anymore at least). Dealing is hard, but when you think about what you lose, the opportunities and the struggles that make you who you are. Death shouldn't be feared, but moreso, neither should life.

This is really weird but I don't know where else to vent anonymously ( Read more... )

i'm new to this community, so i'm not sure if i should introduce myself. but my name is marissa and i'm 16. things have been really rough for me lately and i kind of feel like none of my friends can really help. i wanna explain my problems in depth so you guys can understand me, but i'm not gonna do that all at once. right now i'm just upset ( Read more... )

Is there some online test or something you can take to find out your potential for suicide?

( I miss her )

I believe it was this community that helped. I haven't wanted to die in so long. So, to all the memmbers and anyone reading this, Thank-you.

It's been months since I've posted here.
I only post when I'm suicidal.
It's not a very active community, but it's an EXTRAORDINARILY supportive community.

I'm really feeling like killing myself right now.

I have a couple potential methods at hand.
I just felt that I should tell someone that.
Thanks for listening.

Hi.
I'm new here.
Just needed to gibber at someone tonight.
I hope that is allowed.

( cut )

( just got out of the hospital for the bazillionth time and want advice )