Hey guys, I'm new to this account but not livejournal, or suicide.
My name is Aurora.
I'm seventeen, and there is nothing wrong with me.
I've tried to kill myself once, September 22nd 2009.
Spent a month in the hospital for that and I'm back, worse than I was before.
I like suicidesupport better than depression because it's a lot more in depth ( Read more... )

So after my self harming episode on the 5th, my mother took me to see the doctor, who recommended me to a mental health specialist at the hospital. Yesterday was my appointment there, in which I had to tell a social worker my problems and experiences with social anxiety, suicidal and depressive thoughts. At first my mother sat in the room with us ( Read more... )

Does any other girl get really suicidal during their menstrual cycle? Or severley depressed? I went on the pill and that helped a lot, but they also made me nauseous. So now i'm off and sure enough last week was hell. It's more of the weight gain that kills me, i struggle with ed nos , since i no longer consider myself an anorexic. So as you can ( Read more... )

 Anyone else feel completely and utterly pointless?  I don't even know why I bother living really, don't know why I bother doing anything.  Here's everyone else my age, college students in their freshman year, the majority experimenting with drugs and sex and alcohol, and I just stand at the back abstaining all the way, not trying anything ever, ( Read more... )

As my breath turns short and my heart stops I think back on all my mistakes and wonder why I am still here. Then I realized that there is no point and that I should just give up on myself like you gave up on me…there’s no point in staying where I don’t belong.  Then I realized I shouldn’t even be alive in the first place…What’s the point when there ( Read more... )

Is it just me or does the Nike logo bother anyone else? I'll be thinking about suicide then suddenly I'll see a t-shirt or billboard with the words "just do it". it is almost like a sign or something. Like, really God? I know it isn't about suicide but when ever I see it lately I have been thinking about suicide. I am not the worst case of suicidal ( Read more... )

I want to die. I want to die. I want to die so, so so much. I have nothing to do here.
But I want to be loved before I die.

Is that the destiny's joke to make me live for longer? Am I really that worth being tortured?

I just wish I could have a hug, or a kiss, or comforting little whispers, or to fall asleep on a prince's arms.

Why isn't there anyone ( Read more... )

Uh, my name is Sarah and this is not my story, it's my grandmothers.

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i hurt myself again. you know i wish one of my friends or boyfriend would listen to me, no one listens they just send me to therapists but its not the same. i feel like if i just talked about it then id feel better. better then feeling so alone with absolutly no motivation to live. i hate myself so much , that i really cant even make it through the ( Read more... )