So yeah, I'm still alive. Not much has changed in my mental state though. I think that's why I stopped posting in the first place. Nothing new to think. Things have changed though. I've been back in Oregon since August 1st. I love it here. My roommates are awesome for the most part. I need to find a new job, but I keep coming up with excuses not to ( Read more... )

Life has been boring lately. Which is part of the reason why I haven't updated this thing in a while. Also been feeling very uninspired, both creatively and just mentally in general. I feel like most days a just kind of zone and and wait for time to pass. Like I'm just killing time, waiting for something different to happen. It's been particularly ( Read more... )

Heyo everybody! I just spent the last 3 hours or so listening to my father tell me about how my birth ruined his life. Never been so depressed in my entire life.

Life kind of sucked this week, so in an effort to blow off some steam I've decided to rant about a few things that have been on my mind. Things I don't like ( Read more... )

Today was one of those days that I just didn't want to wake up. I ended up sleeping until around 5pm. Not because of some sort of depression that was keeping me from getting out of bed. I just kept having awesome dreams. It's almost a shame because thinking back I can only remember I few of them in vivid detail. In fact, there was one dream in ( Read more... )

Yeah, okay. So the other day I went on this big long rant via my cellphone, and I posted it to this here livejournal because apparently journaling has gone mobile, and I still like to believe I'm a hip young kid. Except now I log on and I don't see said entry anywhere. Hello? Lengthy entry that I made 3 days ago? Where are you? Once again, ( Read more... )

Today had something of an adrenaline filled moment. Was driving to work, and then all of a sudden, WOOSH! My car started spinning out of control. First I spun left, then right, then left again, and then I plowed sideways into a snowdrift. I was a little surprised by how well the whole ordeal went. There were maybe 5 or 6 other cars around me when ( Read more... )

I know I haven't updated in a while, and I have nothing and no-one to blame but myself. Truth be told, I've just been very apathetic and lethargic lately. Don't care about anything, and don't wanna get out of bed unless I have to. I feel like I'm in prison ( Read more... )

I remembered what I wanted to write about last night. I've noticed that I'm a lot weaker than I used to be. I don't mean several years ago. I mean since the start of winter. I Think my muscles have atrophied from lack of activity. On a whim I decided to get a little work out with the weights I have here at home. They felt a lot heavier than I ( Read more... )

Good news from today. I got the first of my two W2 forms in the mail. Looks like I'm gonna be getting about $1000 bucks back from this one. I'm getting two W2 forms this year because I started out as a temp at my current job, so I got paid through the staffing agency. This first W2 covers me from September(when I got officially hired at HEI) ( Read more... )