"and nobody's falling in love, everybody here needs a shove.
and nobody getting any touch, everybody thinks that it means too much.
and nobody is comming undone, everybody here....[i lose the lyrics at this point.]"
-LCD Soundsystem

arrrrgh! the studio is bigger and mor beautiful than i could have imagined ( Read more... )

ever feel like you are onthe verge of everything comming together in a very beautiful way. or like you are about to realize that it also together in this way ( Read more... )

alright, movng on from the wretchedness of yesterday. today i feel like i am alriht and not a horrible person ( Read more... )

hmm, i got this comment this mornign form an unkown person for my last post ( Read more... )

how is it that after havign the most beautiful morning of wolking along the mountainside, getting lost along waterfalls, taking breaks to let the goats go by, bumping into Shenyen at a hilltop stupa and gettign a spontaneous teaching on Vajrasatva retreats, eating cheese, eating agedeshi tofu ( Read more... )

Ven. SHenyen is teachign the evening mediations of the ten week course happening at the mediation centre up the road form my palce. it is meditaion/q&a. many begginers asking crazy big questions! reminds of how we do wanto know it all right now! and that htis process i find is one of realixing into not knowing ( Read more... )

i would like to say that i am still so very happy. life as this sweetness and this humour like never before. perhaps it is the place, and the lack of reponsibilities. but i don't think so, cause i see many grumpy faces around me, people strung out with walls up and worries on their faces. worries abou tnot getting their share, about being ripped ( Read more... )

wow. my mom is getting married. i amterribly excited. this shows how my path is gioign becasue afew years ago i would have been devestated, as i harboured much ill will towrads y step father to be. but right now i am rejoicing in their happiness. i am so happy for them ( Read more... )

feeling less stressed about the shoppng thing. sometimes i jsut think myself into little messes ( Read more... )