This is where it comes apart.

[sulenoa]

I went to California. Mel and Andrew and I got in my car and went there. It was the best thing I've ever done, in enough ways to make it count. The other ways aren't really relevent

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[hey_que_sera]

I guess I'm one of the escalators, and Erin is the fifteen? That's okay. That happens. God, it's hard to just watch, though.

[hammster]

...That doesn't sound like very much fun D:

[waxed_kisses]

I miss you.

[supercell43]

I'm not going to pretend that I know everything that is going on but I think you shouldn't discount opportunity because of frustration. Apply, play, see what happens. If nothing else it will prove to you you're where you should be, where you can be. And maybe then you'll find something here. If you keep telling yourself you're in the wrong place you're never going to learn to deal with it and you'll never learn to be ok with it. Maybe this is it, or maybe there's a pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, I don't know, and I don't pretend to. Try, at least then you can't regret, or at least you'll regret less.

[anawatson]

Uhh?? Excuse me...you went to california and you didn't stop in New Mexico to come see me! what the fuck is wrong with you!!

[sulenoa]

Dddamn, I know! I seriously almost called you, too- but we didn't really stop at all on the way out. We were more worried about our time management than we really needed to be... hehh :(.

make it up by hooking up in michigan in a year??.... :/ :D.....