We know its dead but we still hold on, hoping it makes a difference.

I feel so tempted to forget about this and start anew again. Should I start another new blog?

"I had nothing to offer anyone except my own confusion."

Jack Kerouac, On the Road

Its not that I have not been writing. I have been writing much more than I usually do, only that it is in my paper journal.

That quote above sums up everything I feel right now.

The leaves have begun shedding their green coat in favor of a brilliant gold. My days have been spent falling into university routine, coupled with moments of total randomness and endless table conversations. At the moment, I have two friends staying with the boy and I and I have realized that with them, the days pass much faster and there is much ( Read more... )

No. I'm not lost. I'm now back in Toronto and have been spending my time tripping and blazing. The summer is slowly but surely slipping away and there's so many things left undone ( Read more... )

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"Everyone thinks of changing the world, but no one thinks of changing himself."

Leo TolstoyThese days, I begin to question things about me that I otherwise would never. Like how deserving am I really of my life as it is now. And it does hurt to learn that people often misunderstand who you really are and to realise that they have been seeing you ( Read more... )

There are times when you just feel so small and nothing else matters. There are times when you just want to tell the people around you that you love them. There are times when words aren't enough. There are words, and then there are stories to tell.

Its a rainy Wednesday afternoon with showers expected to last through the day. A three day school week and I'm still exhausted, my thoughts constantly wandering to the unfinished essays and unread books. September whispers goodbye and October annouces its arrival with rain. 9 more days before the boyfriend arrives and for some atrange reason, the ( Read more... )

Its going to be a very busy two weeks with one midterm and three papers on the 17th. My days are going to be filled with cups of coffee and much banging away at the laptop till everything's over. And then I plan to reward myself by going to Gap.

13 more days till the boyfriend is here!