if there is ever a season where I just comepletely loose myself after I already found myself that season is winter. I dont know myself right now, I need to do some soul searching, this season makes me so unhappy! I want my summer back. That's it I'm moving to California! Or I should at least hang out with more people and do things to make up for ( Read more... )

stupid cold! I hate feeling sick, it sucks really bad! :( sneezing, coughing, stuffiness, and what not. ewwww.

I feel like I'm going through a rough patch right now ( Read more... )

I'm finally seeing a doctor about all the shit that's been going on with me lately. The anxiety, the few panic attacks I've had. My menstrual cycle problems, and I know I have the whole wanting to faint thing going on now too. I think it's because I'm not receiving the nutrition my body needs, I'm hoping that's what it is, the last thing I need ( Read more... )

Some of you already know this but I have had a panic attack a little while back. It was the scariest experience ever. I had it believe it or not when I was high. The days that followed that experience were equally as strange. I had intense anxiety and then it went away in about four days. Wednesday I just experienced more anxiety, and now I'm ( Read more... )

I've been debating whether I want to color my hair or not. If I do it will end up looking something like this:

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whoa,that's weird, I have no emotion towards anything right now, not happy, not sad, not anything really, I'm just here, It's strange. should I be worried? Or just go on being nothing. Has anyone else ever experienced this?

Why do we wear clothes? I feel the most free and beautiful when I'm naked with no make up on. Of course some people see a naked body and think Oh sex, but that's only because it has been an idea that nudity is forbidden, and media has never portrayed a naked body as just that, a naked body. Everyone is beautiful and natural, but someone has always ( Read more... )

Yet again I ask myself this question, a question that has been bothering me for about a year, What the hell do I want? and everytime I feel like I'm whining. I have a deadline to figure out where I want to go to school, I don't know, I am also confused with relationships, I don't try to be it just happens. I feel like my life isnt very ( Read more... )

I'm emotionally immature ( Read more... )