so yea, i'm happy. spring is almost here. :) I really wanna learn how to play acoustic guitar. I probably could if I tried really hard. I've been making lots of sweet hemp jewelry. still need ppl to buy it from me. I missed the spring. So looking forward to the summer. Dale and I are doing very well. I wanna see him pretty much everyday. :) I want ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I've lost myself. I need to find me again. It feels like I've been asleep for a while, asleep and caving the rest of the world out, and all there is, is a false me. I know who I want to be. Maybe that really is me. I dont know. It's weird and scary. I should take a vacation so I can figure it out. I really need to find myself

I need to get out more. I'm in one of those moods where it seems everyone is having fun without me. I need to make plans with people. I want to go places. It seems seasonal depression is getting me bad.

I'm just really happy, and have no time to post stupid things, end of story, oh yea, I miss summer

I've been in higher spirits lately and its good. It's probably because I've been listening to music more and more. I've been getting in to a lot of the older stuff, like 60s and 70s bands, yay! lol so have a nice day. Happy MLK Day!

I want to move away, I'm so sick of whatever this kind of weather should be called, at least let it snow, there's nothing, but ugly gray clouds upon an ugly gray earth. It's depressing me. :( I want to go some place warm and sunny.

the last few days i've had the sniffles, I've been coughing, sneezing, and now this morning My head feels so heavy, I think it may be a minor cold, hooray for Nyquil! :) haha, I feel gross, Maybe I can convince my mom and dad to let me stay home and not go to school until next week.

and everything is right with my world again. :) I just wish I didnt hurt him to realize that I dont want us to be over, and I never want us to be over. We fit.

Dale and I had deep conversation today, we talked of alot of things. But none as serious as what we had talked of tonight. I have come to the realization that I'm in love with the idea of being in love, and not necessarily in love with him. I viewed love as something you see out of a movie. Sureal really, but it's really bad, because it messes ( Read more... )

I'm changing again...I dont know if it is for the better yet or not. but I think It'll be good for me. I like change, I like thinking about future things. But also to live in the now. I'm comfortable in my relationship with Dale, and I want to build friendships with some people who are friends, but I want something stronger and deeper. I ( Read more... )