Flaming fucking dove. Tear the skin because oil and rub rub rub mix. Taking bennys, pink blue little pills. Now, hey man I gotta, spine out of place. I like the provocative nature that you release. She's alright, she's out of sight. No such thing as color in light light in the works. In the city its just out of sight, stroke my hair, damn ( Read more... )

I shuddder when I stretch. To be honest my chin severely bothers me today. Not that honesty really mattered in the end anyways. I can never be heard when I say something true, something real. Tell them what they want to hear...I saved your life, I fight crime, I never did anything wrong about anything ever. I never ruined my dinner by having ( Read more... )

haven't been very productive but more in a day dreaming state. Pure lust for something I dare not do...procrastination is a bitch that I can't help but fondle and love. I don't like to be over analyzed...I'm not that complicated. Devour me please, and please don't go, I'm desperate for some more some more. And theres nothing more nothing more ( Read more... )

there was a little discussion on how people have the wrong hateful ideas about people "overweight"  One example was a man that looked very large and obese but ran 5 miles everyday and was perfectly healthy and fit.  And I'm sure there are many apparent examples of stick thin people who eat so ungodly unhealthy and never show any of it....Its not a ( Read more... )

et al. my mother told me I have a beautiful soul, something about that encourages me. The perfection of the artistic challenge, I have gained a perspective on life not yet known by my weary eyes. its what I make of oil and butter and things can be great, things can be full and absolute. I genuinely care about them, its hard to tell if anything ( Read more... )

I lost track of myself today and I really can't feel or press the rights letters the right words. I stumble in front of prospects and want to find that imaginary place, where people dance like rain drops and kiss like rays of light. Imagine little particles flowing through this small space I reside. I believe in truth. Crazy things that make ( Read more... )

So I really am in oblivion. Anti-social and out of place because I can't relate. I didn't grow up with money or charisma. And part of me is deeply saddened. How did things get so wrapped up in monotony? Take me to the place I love. I really adored looking out my window and watching the leaves, the snow, the people. Do I feel at home yet? ( Read more... )

I never really told anyone but the people who asked...where I went where I was going. I'm in Castlerock colorado on an air matress and I didn't get to talk to him today, which made me rather sad. My feelings regarding my mother have been on a major rollarcoaster. We drove for 3 days, left the 6th and I'm not coming back for a very long time, and ( Read more... )

There always is a lot to say, I'm just not brave to spurt it all out, like a volcano wishing it could cool down for one second. My inner peace is jumbled and I wonder if these shorts aren't long enough. I've beeen absent for awhile, but internet access has been also. Things work out sure but a sadness erupted last night. Its obvious the cause ( Read more... )

dirk's dick is quite huge. the movie made me really sad though. I'm kneeling on the carpet typing and soon I won't be able to because all of this is going because things have to change. My fortune said something new would be good for me. when I read it my initial thought was "well this is fucking obvious ..." but I felt sad for leaving ( Read more... )