so, i know i never write in this thing anymore. but whatev. this weekend was one of the best. hung out with smashley, ashley, kim, dani, julie, annette, & katie. those girls are so fun, and not all about drama all the time. wow, imagine that ( Read more... )

i've decided, new year's eve has to be my favorite holiday.
i had a cute boy to kiss at midnight.
i finally let everything go.
new starts feel amazingly refreshing.

so, tomorrow is new year's eve. & as i sit here & go through old journal entries, i realize that as each year passes, i like the ones to follow less & less. mostly, because i stay in the past a little too much. like, me ( Read more... )

so um. my karma better improve because of this.

i hate how at christmas time i always think of my parents & i haven't even talked to my mother since i was 7, & um i barely know my father. meh ( Read more... )

i'm not going to work tomorrow because i don't feel like it. i didn't go to school thursday because i didn't feel like it. i find i'm a lot happier when i don't have to do anything. & i also realized that i'm the only one that puts all this pressure on myself. so um my new attitude is fuck it ( Read more... )

nothing worse than having your worst qualities thrown in your face by your best friend.

i stayed home from school today. i'm completely drained. physically & emotionally. but whatever. i listened to christmas music & watched lifetime all day. :)

kurt IMed me last night, & for once, i didn't care.

track started. hopefully this year will be a good one.

yay for new starts. well, kinda.

ummm yeah that's it. bye!

last night wasn't what i expected. it made me realize even more what i kind of already knew. which doesn't really help since i won't do a thing about it. because, i don't.. know what to do.

no one is even going to get this entry. but i do, & i guess that's all that counts.

ps- we beat fitchburg! good job boys.

The only thing you'll get
is this curse on your lips,
I hope they taste of me forever

I forgot how much I love old fall out boy songs.

Tonight is going to be SO much fun. & much, much needed.