here's a picture. take it in. really take it in. because you'll never see it again.


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fuck you fuck you fuck you ( Read more... )

i bought a shirt today. it says "the one the got away" heh.. anyway ( Read more... )

no one has ever loved me like he does. no boy i ever dated has treated me as good as he does. & i went and broke up with him. because i can't handle a relationship right now. & now i'm upset about it. even though i know it was the right thing to do ( Read more... )

i decided that being a pushover is a lot better than telling people how i really feel. people won't get hurt. & it's not like it even matters if i get hurt, because.. why would it ( Read more... )

realization is a bitch.

"best friends" are liars.

i was so dumb for so long.

i feel so inadequate.

it feels like some of my friends are constantly against me, just so they can get something out of it.

i want a straightedge boyfriend.

i need sleep.

this whole entry was me complaining. deal with it. :)

beach today was decent. got a nice tan. :)

i wish i could say i wasn't jealous. buuuut. ha ha ha i'm always jealous.

anyway.

i wish there was a big sign telling me exactly what to do. 'cause really, i don't have a clueeeee. ha ha that rhymed.

i need sleep. driver's ed at 7:30 tomorrow. eee

so things are good. :)

i figured out what i want from this. whether or not it can happen, is an entirely different story.

i had a whole bunch of things to write in this, but i forgot. so uh, bye!

I Die Trying xo: but the biggest rewards come from the biggest risks

i don't know what to do with you
'cause you don't know what you do to me

i fell asleep at work today.
i didn't have anything else to do.

i got butterflies tonight.

the beach was fun today. thought it was going to be really bad out, but it turned out really nice.got a nice tan too :). i had to force kurt to go into the water. what a wimp. i got a really pretty toe ring. & really good fried dough at bink's. me & kurt's mom had a few nice talks. i love that lady, she's awesome. after the beach, we went back to ( Read more... )