i'm tired, hungry, bored, pissed, and worried about my aunt who just had a heart attack, thats about it...

well it's gettin to be about that time of year for me to get ready for the anime convention thats gonna be in april. i'm goin up for the weekend and will be trying to get a hotel room for it. right now i'm working on a couple new costumes for cosplay, and i'm bring back my new and improved vincent costume(everyone there last year was impressed by ( Read more... )

yeah i know i have a depression problem, every now and then i sprout up and make my existance known. a couple of months ago my grandmother died, and that made me just go back into hiding from everything, from talking to all of u... well it's been a while since that happned and i go and live my life through each day hoping that something interesting ( Read more... )

so here i am posting here. it's been a while, nothing really goes on still, except last weekend, it was fun between ozzfest and a great party that was the most fun i had all summer. after being a hermit for a while getting out every once in a while i seem to apprciate it all

damn it's been a while since i put anything in this, but i'm gonna try and update at least once or twice a week. i've been hiding out in my house and then go to work, i've become a fuckin hermit. well i finaly got my licsense and on thursday i will own my own fuckin car, things r starting to look up for me, i will have less money but well being ( Read more... )

it's been some time since i last posted, and nothing new ever happens. i know u would just say well go make something of it, but i'm limited, very fuckin limited. everytime i try to do something it gets shot down, and in the end it all ends the same me being here staring at a wall for three fuckin hours with nothing to do, i want to get to college ( Read more... )

i know that it was only a couple days ago but i still feel like shit, that fuckin day just makes it more apperant that i am single... ussualy that doesn't bother me but seeing all those fuckin happy couples gets to me on that day, and it has continued all the way till now. i know that ya'll don't want to listen to me rant about that day so i'll ( Read more... )

argh... have to update... tired as hell, but right now the internet here is working for at least a short time, so i can get to update this after how long? nothing much has been goin on here, might loose my job at subway if there is another write up the wholefuckin store will close so i have been looking for a new job, wanting to get up to a college ( Read more... )

well went to wal-mart today to pick up some things i needed, and some old thing came out from the electronics and basicly ran me out of the way... i was ready to hit her with the movie i was going to purchase. fuckin christmas shoppers, they could try saying stuff like get the hell out of the way, but this one just started a fuckin sprint at me, ( Read more... )

well i haven't updated this thing in quite a while, the same thing seems to happen every day it's starting to feel that the days r starting to disappear, it's like things have just become a persistant course of hours that have no meaning, go to work, come back home, go to work come back home... it's a never ending loop that eats away at my life. ( Read more... )