[-41] - Who was the last person you yelled at?: don't remember ( Read more... )

well recently i have been not feeling to well and it seems to get worse each day, it's not my doing or anything else, but i feel that something bad is coming, i've been looking into the matter and have been seeing things which involve three figures a strong muscular being, a thin lanky being, and a mist with red eyes in the middle. i went to dan's ( Read more... )

well when it comes to what i think it always seems blunt and very boring, but when i think about that special someone, and where my life is heading i get to the point of pain right above the "S" word i know that it should be out of my head, but with as many tries as i have had it doesn't leave. i'm starting to believe that i'm no good at things ( Read more... )

well i can't say much about this day, got a new game yesterday and i already beat it in a days time. today wasn't very fun at all sat here by myself and did nothng, a day is what u make of it...bullshit there is fuckin nothing to do, the only time i feel like i have something to do is at nite when i talk to u all, and check shit out, but being ( Read more... )

another day has went by nothing new, the excitement of the day was getting the new devildriver cd, that was about it. well can't do much, getting tired and my contacts r starting to dry

well today wasn't a very good day, alone again all fuckin day nothing to do exceptsit and think bout things that i don't want to think about at the moment(not suicide), after todays thinking i've found out how much i need to do, and how fast to get it done. if i wait too long i might miss the right time and feel worse than before. i know the ghost ( Read more... )

well i beat that fuckin ghost again! yay! now all i have to do is everything else i haven't done yet, and i got a lotta fuckin things to do.and i have my eye appointment tomorrow right after work so i have to rush my ass off...can't wait

that mother fuckin ghost is back again, at first it seemed like it took a part of me with it the first time, but now i know it's fuckin back. and i don't need this shit right now, there is a lot of shit that i have to think about, i'm at this moment where i have to figure out what to say. but this ghost is back and stronger than the first time, i'm ( Read more... )

well i know that everybody was seeing how depressed i have been for over a couple days, i was being possesed by a very strong ghost, it first started off as a little dive in every nite by showing me what i wanted to have in my dreams and then showing me killing everybody that was ever close to me, so i wasn't sleeping very well, and after it ( Read more... )

well lets start off with saying i feel like shit, nothing is going right as of now, the worst is almost here, i know i should be like "hey life is great!!" but now all i can say is who gives a fuck when ur having a fuckin war with ur self. i have been staying in two rooms for the past couple days trying to figure this out, i have extremely pissed ( Read more... )