today just sucked, had a bad day at work, and on the ride home mom told me that silly, my parakeet died today. i'm not very happy of the recent evnts, and forgive me if i become a little more quiet for a little while

well i have figured out that i am bad luck, when i was at drew's he got kicked out, and now when i was at todd's he got kicked out. and the bad luck doesn't end there, when i hang out with brad he ends up having to clean or do something his dad wants him to do. nothing seems to go right for me, everything i try to get fails... and i have been ( Read more... )

well it seemed pointless for me to go to work today, i worked from 1:30 and ended at 4, 2 and a half hours was a waste of time and my energy. hung out with heather and todd yesterday after work, since she's going to up north thought i'd go and chill with her before she left. we went over to my house for about five min. and then we went out towards ( Read more... )

well today was fun, i liked seeing everybody in one place again, it really got me to think of other things besides my depression, but now that it's over and everybody went there seperate ways i went back to feeling like shit agian, trust me i had a blast at the party, it's just things that i have to work out on my own. HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE!!! and ( Read more... )

well nothing happened here, construcion people working on the house for three days straight the bad thing is that they started at 7 in the morning for those three days, haven't slept much and would prolly get fired from subway for not being able to function. so as of now i'm tired and pissed, that is way too early to start making that much noise

got back from vacation and i still feel like i need to do more, i feel like shit, there is almost no food in the house, i have been left alone (i know i should be used to this, but it hurt even more than ussual), and there r people coming over to fix up the out side of the house tomorrow at 7 in the fuckin morning... i can already tell that this ( Read more... )

well today at work wasn't that bad, one of the newwer kids need to get shot in the fuckin head, all she did was sit outside and talked on her dam cell phone, i had to deal with all the customers, clean the tables, sweep the floor, and wash the fuckin dishes... and i thought it would get better when i got home, i went down to the basement like ( Read more... )

well it has been a week since drew got kicked out, and he has been here. things have gotten a lot more stressfull, i was accused of kidnapping, kicked off two properties (spelling?), i was told that i was telling drew to run away, i told him to get out of that house, and i'm a liar. so i'm not a very happy person, that bitch has threatend me and my ( Read more... )

got the new crow!!

went and saw charlie and the chocolate factory and i thought it kicked ass, and after the movie i was hungry... dam that happens a lot. but i did make an lj for the band, all i'm gonna do is post songs, and i'll get tons a fun to help. the sn is GenocidalTenden, i might post a song later tonite