saying what you've been holding in for so long feels amazing.

Oh the night makes you a star
And it holds you cold in its arms
You’re the one to whom nobody verses I love you
Unless you say it first
So you lie there holding your breath
And its strange how soon you forget
That you’re like stars
They only show up when it’s dark
Cause they don’t know their worth

And I think you need to stop following misery’s lead
Shine ( Read more... )

lexapro
zoloft
celexa
cymbalta.

I can really notice a difference in my brain chemistry.

Young and full off running
tell me where is that taking me
just a great figure eight
or a tiny infinite

love is really nothing
but a dream that keeps waking me
for all of my trying
we still end up dying
how can it be?

don't say a word
just come over and lie here with me
cause I'm just about to set fire to everything I see

I want you so bad I'll go back on the ( Read more... )

I am so tempted to hack all of my hair off. Really. Like just chop it off.  It'll be easier to bring it back to my natural blonde that way, and then I could grow it out. It'll also be healthier. I might do it. Ugh. I don't know ( Read more... )

 
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 do what you've got to do,
prove whatever it is that you've got to prove, woah
now do what you've got to do,
prove whatever it is that you've got to prove.

it's your choice, I just hope you hear
my voice it's been drowned out by your doubt.

woah, now do what you've got to do,
prove whatever it is that you've got to prove.

run for the door,
just know, nobody ( Read more... )

 today is day three of taking the antidepressant lexapro. It's weird because I feel so calm and so relaxed. And I know that's what it's supposed to do, but I notice it working, which was mildly unexpected. I noticed it today when I spilled beer all over myself and I didn't get flustered or upset like I usually do. I just cleaned it up and kept

 I can't ignore the fact that you left me here
in this broken down college town
exposing my fears.


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 lexapro.