Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the ( Read more... )

 every word dripping with disdain and bitterness.

I'm sick of it.

 Not hypothyroidism. But something came back abnormal with my thyroid. More testing. More blood.

Bring it. 

 bring it.

 Drug test for work.

Fuck my life.  However, considering my metabolic rate and the fact that it's been a week since I last smoked, I think I'll be fine. I'll just load myself down with b-vitamins and agua. lol

 I have an interview tomorrow morning, 11AM at Le Roc Bistro at the hotel duval! Here's to hoping I get it! It would mean being able to leave Crystal River and telling Mike Rush to fuck off. I honestly don't even want to use him as a reference, that's how horrible it is working there. He scheduled me for ONE day next week (as opposed to my usual 4 ( Read more... )

 I would kill to have what you have. Walk a mile in my shoes and then talk about sadness. Walk a mile in my shoes and then talk about lonliness. Walk a mile in my shoes and then tell me about walls. And hardness. And things going awry.

I think about hurting myself a lot more now.

I've started having vivid nightmares about my dad. I wake up half way ( Read more... )

 I miss the way my mom smells. Right before she would put me to bed when I was a child. I miss my father carrying me to bed, his hand tangled in my blonde curls as I pretended that he didn't wake me up when he peeled my tiny body off of the couch. I miss breakfast at my grandma's house, when she made pancakes and cut up fruit and the sun seemed to ( Read more... )

 As of today I am officially a student of The Aveda Institute! I signed my enrollment contract today and got all of my financial aid figured out! I'm sooo excited! Especially since I'll be getting a new blowdryer, new flat iron and a ton of other new shit. BE PREPARED FOR AWESOME HAIR MY FRIENDS ( Read more... )

 This could be interesting.

Let's see how this pans out.