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my hands, they look older than my driver's license says i am.
I look down at my hands. Pretty average hands, if I do say so. Size medium glove. a few moles and freckles. leftover sharpie from the show on saturday makes faint X's on the backs of my hands. A note, which reads "Lecture Test: Next Wednesday," written in black bic pen on the back of my left hand near the thumb. But then I flip them over, and ( Read more... ) -
You do more harm than good with your words, asshole.
A certain Wegmans Coffee Bitch who I know and used to like to talk to was saying for the billionth time last night that I should go back to school, to which i replied "I am in school, I'm going to OCC." He replied "I mean SU, you should come back." Now, in case I haven't posted this, I have been doing far better academically at OCC than I ever did ( Read more... ) -
fun night out...
according to me and my catholic school crew (jimmy and adam) 2009 is the Year of the Bisexual. It came to me in a nonsensical thought, i said it, and they laughed. I had to write it down before I forgot. -
holy fucking balls, it's december again.
cue the insanity, it's december. somehow, my life gets more insane when december hits. i know all the reasons, and you don't. if you want to know, and if i feel like telling you, i might ( Read more... ) -
...omg...
So, the mental healthcare job? Yeah, I kinda tapped that last night, and now it's all up on my jock. (adapted from Gregory House, M.D ( Read more... ) -
going back to school
there was an article on my homepage today that got me thinking more existentially about my going back to college. the article was about parents going back to school once their children leave the house for college to fill the time they now have free and to stimulate their minds ( Read more... ) -
man, i do not keep a consistent journal.
so, last entry was vague. now, more clarity ( Read more... ) -
long time...
hokai, so, i am no longer with my psychotic biotch girlfriend. she is now the psychotic stalker ex girlfriend who needs a stint at c-pep. mhm. crazeh ( Read more... ) -
so...
i am back with said girlfriend. /life detailing ( Read more... ) -
is it normal to be able to turn your emotions on and off like a light switch?
the past month... in a word, insane. in a feeling, confusion. it has been an emotional rollercoaster. i made a definite decision to end the relationship, but she draws me back, like a smoker to the corner store ( Read more... )