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And this calm emotion
I miss him you know. Sometimes more than others ( Read more... ) -
Glenn's coming. Meet him with the Mesiah
I always assumed if I was going to see my father again it would be at an airport. Heard that Over the loud speaker at SeaTac tonight. I realized the guy actually said "Glenn Cummings please meet your party at the massage station". Yea.
So now I'm here. I've landed in the desert. The God forsaken desert. All I want is to leave. I feel weird in ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
Just a thought but- ever think that perhaps we feel things BECAUSE of the reaction it generate? Ok so obviously i get clingy when I'm dominated and I was thinking about it. When I get a little scared I get very affectionate which seems an unnatural idea but consider this for a moment. What happens biologically when you are frightened? Heart beats ( Read more... ) -
Nearly Finals
17 weeks is nearly the time of a semester. That would mean I should be gearing up for finals. Time to show how much I've learned and really be put to the test ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts
Welcome to Time Out ( Read more... ) -
wings of love
theres a reason people make that foolish analogy. flying and love are similar. both self perpetuating. the faster a plane goes, the higher it goes. first second you doubt, you slow, and you die. my but i wish i could say the truth ( Read more... ) -
Santa, meet Evan.
Wow, so you know how we tell children to be good so Santa will come? I had the choice today to use facebook to very publicly hurt and humiliate someone and make them lose something. I was so angry I nearly did it. Then I thought, if I do that than I will never get Evan. Evan has become my Santa. Crazy. Don't worry Santa, I know you are still ( Read more... ) -
when you learn to read you change the way your brain thinks
you know something strange? there is a limit to how many times you can fold paper. i think its fascinating. no matter what you do, you will only be able to fold it, break it, so many times ( Read more... ) -
IRL
You know what's strange. Read somewhere that 1 of 10 relationships begin online. Isn't like 70% of communication non-verbal? Not sure what that should mean...
Ryburn convinced me that sex, oral sex, kissing, are all ways for evil from Satan to enter our bodies and then as we know our DNA can be damaged and can turn us evil. As he so perfectly ( Read more... ) -
Centennial Parade
We celebrate this holiday because we were saved. When we thought we would surely starve, when this whole world was proving too much, we were rescued. I guess I somehow wanted that too. I wouldn't safety, refuge, even for just one day, of my new horrible, mistaken, world, but no one came. And there's nothing to celebrate. So take the floats back and ( Read more... )