the Irony of life, its ugly truths it shares with us. The way nothing ever seems to work the way we plan. We look back with a slight smirk as if laughing at our selves. Its beautiful this way, for being so awful when we can't see the whole world playing out in front of us.

I'll stand still till you see me...

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So my roommate got the Friends first season on video for Christmas... Yep the Friends marathon continues. But it is a great thing that my roommate is a bar tender. I sit here now with a yummy fuzzy navel with my favorite shark crazy straw... soo good.

If I was in a rock band that would neat. I would sing and dance and be happy.

If I lived in Italy that would be a dream....

So damn excited about my new boot-cut jeans and blue oxford from the Gap. And I must say that the new black panties I got are just super sexy, all six pair....mmm mmm mmm. I can't wait to draw on my new tees I got also... there is art in the workings kiddos, stand back ;O ( Read more... )

I am growing hungry out of habit, when you bite the bullet I'll be holding the smoking gun.

Maybe I should say some thing of importantce... *curls up inside the new quilt throw my mother made me* and thinks about a far off place. Today as any normal day was uneventful, today as any other christmas was miserable. And we leave it at that ( Read more... )

Avoidance is truely a lovely expression of one's self. The power and fragility, the secret mysteriousness of it all. Longing to be some thing beautiful, to be... I got a hunger twisting me inside out. I got a fear of myself becoming all that I don't. I was charming, the sound of laughter was a sweet song to taste upon bitter lips such as mine ( Read more... )

Oh God.... oh my goodness... So tired! I think I should have a pair of green mittens. I also would like some coco.

I think that I my cat or rather my roommate's cat should get eaten by a squirrel or maybe the people who live down stairs. Ummm that would be nice.

Falling through the cracks of my broken heart. Bloody and bludgeond, words can't bring my down my own imagination has already taken my there ( Read more... )