My coffee is delightful; I must say. But the weather out side is rather frightful and I could agree with the way it is feeling, that being the weather. Its ten degrees out!!! why the hell would any girl that has lived by the beach her whole life with mountains and tree and the salt air every want to move to a place like Michigan? I don't know what ( Read more... )

If there was some thing to say then maybe I could express what I feel. You leave before I am ready to unwind my self. I don't think you really even care. I think you just say the shit you think people want to hear. I think you keep me around just for the way I make you feel, and for that I think that is god awful, I really just didn't want to say ( Read more... )

Happily Buzzed... hope you are feeling well this evening.

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Perhaps if I said less people would hear me more. I feel like an every changing sky, the clouds undulating and dissipating in the thick air. I too often think that if I change this about me or that if I recognize why I do the things that I do I will be heard. Why I am so concerned with others hearing me. I set aside hearing my own heart in exchange ( Read more... )

Its time... My parade is coming to an end. And with no help from the audience I will stand look to find my exit and I shall take it. I will not be wearing a crown, I will not being wearing a mask. I will walk solemnly, slowing, it will be done soon enough... Although soon never comes soon enough.

I... I... I... just don't want to, I really just don't like them at all. Every time I have a conversation with a guy they just prove me right. Jerk, jerk.... jerks.

Hokey was grrreat! There was two fights and well they punched each other in their faces. I loved it!

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She was Lo, plain Lo, in the morning standing four feet ten in one sock. She was Lola in slacks, she was Dolly at school. She was Daloris on the dotted line. But in my arms she was always Lolita. Light of my life, fire in loins, my sin, my sole... Lolita ( Read more... )