If I didn't have a husband and two cats there is no way in hell I would go back to England. Being out here has been amazing, I finally feel like I'm myself again. Adrian says that he loves seeing me this way - you know happy and relaxed again. I wish we were here to stay, we both do, but alas he must finish his medical training so it is back to ( Read more... )

the fifth of November. Happy Guy Fawkes day!!!! For those of you not blessed with the knowledge of this very important and relevant holiday wikipedia it or go watch Vendetta. There have been fireworks all weekend and tonight in celebration. Other than that, thing are going very well. I had a fabulous week-long holiday with my parents where we ( Read more... )

36.5 hours and counting until we depart for Sorrento. We're even excited for the 3 hour layover in Munich where we plan to start our honeymoon in style by drinking out way through terminal 2. I really can't fucking wait to be in the sun again. And for the food. And to practice speaking Italiano. And for the wine, oh god the wine. And for the ( Read more... )

What Your Dreams Mean...
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As happy as I am here the reality that I have two lives on two continents in two very different time zones is starting to sink in. In America I would cry for Adrian and in England I cry because I miss my American friends and family. I miss you guys. I I'm watching Lost in Translation right now. It's good. At least things aren't that different ( Read more... )

bad stephanie, you're not allowed to eat the bar!

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Grief is weird. I guess I always assumed that it would be like a break up where it is really intense and then dimenishes over time until you only have happy memories or sad regrets that linger fliting in the shadows. But this, everytime I remember it it is still as painful and raw as in the begining and I wonder, will it be like this forever? ( Read more... )

i just watched the other sister and cried and cried and cried. sigh.... I think i'll go for a walk now. I think that the party store up a few blocks from my house has halloween stuff. maybe they'll have a moth costume. Or maybe target will.

I find it interesting that I actually enjoy (gasp) spending time with my sister when it is just her. Last night I came home from the reunion and she was already on the couch under a blanket reading a book and we talked about the reunion and who is doing what and it was nice. And I sort of enjoyed helping her with different projects today when it ( Read more... )

How tall are you? 5' 5 ( Read more... )