Moullie cat is really old, around 18. She has hyper thyrode problems, she is mad. Alway's hungry, and doesn't think twice about when or where she shits or pisses. And it's making me sick to my stumach. She especially likes this room, it links the rest of the house to Gina's sisters room and it doubles as the computer room. She goes in the corner ( Read more... )

I got my self a cool digital camera, I wanted to upload some crazy pics from my week of drunken fun and self loathing antics. But My account doesn't allow it. They want me to pay or something those jive honkey motha's. I'm gona find my own peice of the net and rock out there.

Did I mention that in the past few months I read every New Jedi Order book? from Vector Prime to Unifying Force. Damn I'm a Star Wars Junkie. It's what got me through my horrible personal life. Or what caused me to not see what was going on around me. Either way I don't give a damn, those books were a blessing. I really like getting into a book, ( Read more... )

Worked. That was not as entertaining as I hoped. Starting to get really tired and sick feeling at work, it's no longer the escape it once was for me. Which is a shame because I agreed to work tomorrow for a co-worker who's friends are visiting from far away places. My friends never visit me. (No I'm not trying to guilt you guy's) I'm sure coworkers ( Read more... )

I hate how meloncoly I get when my heart is in question...The main thing. 4 years of a relationship that for the most part was what I wanted. 4 years of changing my life drasticly. 4 years of almost complete solitude and comfort in my life. I wish I could leave it without feeling like I lost my late teen and early twenties. Because if I bail out ( Read more... )

things are more complicated than originaly antisipated. Don't know if my idea of leaving and getting my own place is Logical in the long run, I don't make enough money. If I leave I damn an intire house hold to eviction because of lack of funds. I'd be in the same town anyway. Should I care what they think of me or just leave and say the fuck with ( Read more... )

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This is a test of the emergency Johnny system repeat this is only a test. -transmission ended

I'm not a lournal writer anymore, I'm usualy too busy to even check emails save for once a month or less. But incase anyone I do keep contact with and havn't over the holiday is wondering, Gina's mom past away sudenly on the 23rd and the difficulty of her loss as been awesome. Betty was a wonderful person and loving mother. Her daughters are as ( Read more... )

why am I the only friggin idiot that can not figure out how to scan one of my fucking pictures and scale it down in photoshop so I can upload it to my god damn livejournal, look at that picture its nice jamie did it but its from 4 years ago!