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Mad Men.
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fall .
People that get into this place where they get everything they want, especially the things that they had at one point desperately longed for.
That's crazy. Wow. To get to live in that. Wow.
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russian proverb .
You only fall in love once, and then you spend the rest of your life looking for something like that.
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Serenity Prayer on a sleepless night.
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shared with some friends about God and Jesus earlier tonight. albert and jen to be specific, and nearly got into it with victor in the early afternoon. it was the same thing when i was talking to caitlin a couple months ago. the common theme among these guys is that they think the whole point is about being a good person, and how unnecessary God ( Read more... ) -
changes . isolation .
Dinner with Wojtek last week; things were different in the way he had things proceed (cheap, casual restaurant, suggestion of Starbucks as opposed to our usual dessert and cocktails, and no late night chat before parting ways). The most recent Facebook chats with Elilta show a person uninterested in conversation, though our last dinner seemed ( Read more... ) -
Last day before the holidays.
I finisbed my last class this morning, and headed to the library right away to work on the paintings I owed Charles. I didn't manage to get as far as I wanted, ie. really finishing. I had done value plans for all of them, and then just sent him those, an hour after he emailed me asking where they were. And then I headed to Second Cup for a few ( Read more... ) -
coffee . home .
Andrew left half an hour or so ago, and I'm not sure about the conversation we had. What he's doing is building relationship for the sake of building relationship, and he meets with as many people as he can. He's in ministry after all. I shared a bit about my time with C and how the aftermath of that time has affected me. I still don't feel ( Read more... ) -
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I'd be lying if I said I didn't care about whether I got a response or not. Hassan always stressed the importance of maintaining the upperhand, and I wonder if I've given it away by sending him a short and sweet belated Happy Birthday email. I wonder if it even matters. It was just something nice, and yet the pain of rejection is still felt when ( Read more... ) -
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two and a half more weeks and i am jetting off to another foreign land, and i hope it's going to be cool. i'm going to be doing a discipleship course and i'm probably going to be meeting many other canadians and americans. it will take approximately 5 to 6 months and quitting my job and leaving home to do so ( Read more... )