Been dreaming alot lately, pretty vivid dreams, have me waking up wondering where the hell i am at.   This one found me walking down a dirt road to Woodrow's parents house (a walk i used to do daily growing up) in South Texas.  I had a green army bag and wearing my rubber boots and just did a tour of a jungle somewhere.  I was greeted by Woodrow's ( Read more... )

We were invited over to help clear some vegetation the day after christmas, little did i realize it was going to be an epic evening of indulgence. I upon hearing of such event that evening i took to presharpening my machetes, fixing the edges of some of my faves that had gotten dinged by some rock or other throughout my year. I also finally had ( Read more... )

What a long and beautiful trip this 2009 has been. I have taken the leap of faith, and have landed somewhere familiar but smells different which makes it even harder to pinpoint just where i am at or which way i am facing. I feel where my defenses are they are at arms reach, ready and poised for anything, but at the same time i am willing to not ( Read more... )

Yeah Kaqimax made a comment the other day that had me thinking, yeah why are Men's underwear so unappealing? She said this as i was wearing my american boxer briefs as i lounged around the evening (after a shower, its not like I walk around in them all the time). I looked at the full length mirror and she was right, the boxer briefs are ( Read more... )

Been thinking of life and destruction too much lately, found myself feeling guilty of destroying the reproductive potential of pecan offspring this morning. Who am i really to hold this potential captive in a ceramic bowl as trophies ready for their eventual sacrifice to my belly. Yeah its been one of those morning. I realize i need to maintain ( Read more... )

So yeah been reading the Starr entries, its interesting how the feeling of forlorness is permeating through the community. We all have different ways of dealing with grief, i forged my last version of me through this grief many moons ago, so this was a reminder of how the circle of life goes. My heart and thoughts go out to her loved ones and Dan ( Read more... )

Just landed back in Reno last night, did the Peppermill thing with Kaqimax. I would like to say it was romantic but it was just good to sleep in a good bed with Kaqimax all clean. This morning she left for the airport and i am waiting for a ride back to BRC. I am not sweating the little details of life at this point, i will find a ride back for ( Read more... )

Mi machete, mi amigo.....
Contigo caminare mucho senderos de la vida....
En busca de mi bosque que me llama en mi suenos.....

So yeah, my mom's chihuahua passed away last night, i got the call while at a small gathering of friends, sobered me right up (not really drinking but was totally getting nice contact highs off people around me). Kept it cool for the most part, Kaqimax helped immensely despite her being off comm for the night. I spoke to the doctor got the ( Read more... )

Used (shiny) Solar car shade (the ones that fold out accordion style onto the dashes of your cars) I am thinking of sewing a bunch together and make a solar shield for my camping tent in the hopes of getting some additional morning sleep out in the playa. I rather reuse unused ones as they will no longer be too functional after the playa. I will ( Read more... )