Will be driving this distance each way to get there. I looked around for a cheap plane ticket and it wasn't happening but that is okay it would have made this trip too easy there is a side of me that feels i should earn this somehow. Its been a long time since i travelled to be with a human being. The last time i did that i was stranded in ( Read more... )

"We are all pirates on the same ship. We all want to wave our swords but no one wants to stab anyone." Lord Walla ( Read more... )

Fifty five minutes and thirty one seconds a new record for me, my last time was 51:16 (one good thing about cellphones, it documents it down to the seconds). I am not much of a phone person, never was never will but talking to Phil, it just happens naturally, we have so much to say its frightening, he knows what to say to me to keep me going. We ( Read more... )

Dreams ( Read more... )

Finally after many moons, I spoke to Filthy Phil, my academic mentor. He send me a random email yesterday at the right time and place i was feeling planktonic in my emotions and mind. I responded, we exchanged number and the rat bastard called me last night, in between laundry loads, cooking dinner and taking a shower (i don't know how i managed ( Read more... )

So yeah its been like that lately, mind travelling too fast, findly found my writing rhtymn this weekend and wrote meaningful things in my hardcopy journal. I hadn't updated in a while, it felt good to feel the flow for it was too long. Our first weekend with S back from central america, its been interesting seeing her deal with the culture shock ( Read more... )

So yesterday morning as i drove to work on IH 35 right after the 51st st overpass i saw this white blur racing down from Mcdonalds throught the feeder road and onto IH 35. 3 lanes it just missed the first car the second went underneath the SUV and kept going, i slowed down as much as possible but even at full steam i would have missed the bugger ( Read more... )

I am weaning myself off the Yerba Mate, by weaning i am not making any since monday when i realized how strong Yerba i was brewing. I will not have any Yerba mate until Decompression, if i feel like it, i may do it longer if i forget it ever existed (which has happned before). My performance enablers are gone now, it will be all me from here out ( Read more... )

Every once in a while i have an out of body experience where i look back at me and i wonder is this really my life? I am one fortunate human being to be where i am at right now, never would i have guessed i would be this fulfilled in some ways. There is an ache that has been in my heart for quite some time now, my free range soul is needing some ( Read more... )

In other news, my boss just gave me some "deliciously caffeinated gum" (apparently Jolt makes some) and it was GOOD...... redemption at last..... the audio terrorist next door is playing some safety dance right now....after 3 days of having that song in my head at Flipside..its back in full throttle, must do something drastic soon enough....... ( Read more... )