Moving out finally. Listening to stay by rihanna. Going to rent out a room at my sisters. Ive been working at oah now for teo years. Everyday lately i have been praying to fall in love, especially now that i watched leonardo in the great gatsby. Someone come save me and sweep me off my feet. Gonna have a chance to take clothes to salation army/ ( Read more... )

I got totally pissed at my mom today. over nothing of corse but idk... i just really get annoyed by her. but whats new right? she just really pisses me off. 23 now and i still dont have my own place. makes me pretty fucking depressed. i cant live under her rules anymore. UGGHHH ( Read more... )

I am so fucking angry. i hate marc and his wife. they can both go to fucking hell. lol that is all, i just needed to say that

so two days ago i lost my job at mvs... pretty bummed. i feel that i will never be as good off as marla.. shes got a job and shes got two interviews. ( i gotta stop trying to live like the johnsons, or whatever that sayign is) but i know marla has her difficulties too. One day, i just wish i could be as good of a technician as she is. She is so ( Read more... )

so today im not feeling so great about anything. work is great but i dont get paid enough to get away from my mom. i hardly work any hours either because ive got to finish up school. i work at mvs and its a great job, but i should get more respect from my family then i do. mary makes more money then i do working at the gap! wtf. something that is ( Read more... )

so iwanted to update on my life! thinks are swell! ive got a kick ass job at michigan veterinary specialists! and school is pretty good! i live at nics house and my stress levels have gone down conciderably! i go to my house once in a blue moon now! and thank god for that! im so happy and relieved nic wants me at his house! but i come home today ( Read more... )

ugh im so fed up with this orgo class! ive been studying my ass off and havent done good ( Read more... )

do you ever feel like whats the point? sometimes you feel like you work and work and never get anywhere. your just going to die and no one will remember you anyways. I DONT DESERVE ANYTHING. why should i? i deserve a shitty car and i dont even deserve safety. a basic thing that is usually ESSENTIAL to people. i dont get any of it. every day i ( Read more... )

ugh jesus! where to begin. im sooo fucking overwhelmed right now. life is going by too fast. i dont think i ever have fun anymore. im nineteen and go to school and work full time. and still live at home. (this journal entry better not delete itself again by the way or i will be very angry!!!!!!!) and why are all my entries fucking depressing! well ( Read more... )

god damn it my life fucking sucks