Wow, I haven't written in here...well, let's just say I'm surprised they haven't canceled my membership. I still read Sara's entries sometimes and I'm always amazed that she still takes time to write in here. I'm glad you do, Sara...it's a little link to your life which is taking place far away from me ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here at 1:40 in the morning eating the best bowl of malt-o-meal that was ever made reading old livejournal posts and writing the longest sentences everrrrrr ( Read more... )

It's been one of those weekends where all these things are hurled into your face and you have to face this reality which you didn't even know existed. I live in this imaginary, perfect world. I assume the best...I avoid the worst. When faced with the worst, I cry...I cry my eyes out like a little baby. Oh, boohoo, he's not perfect. Oh no...she's ( Read more... )

"American cool is a paradox we seem destined to live out; it confronts us in childhood and we chase it through adolescence into adulthood and beyond. cool=freedom=democracy=individuality=capitalism...Cool has no definition. In fact, its total undefinability is what has made 'Am I cool?' the all-consuming question of our times." www.adbusters.org ( Read more... )

It's so nice to be home. It's great to sleep in a real bed with real blankets. It's great to have a closet and drawers. It's wonderful having a Babo (grandma) to cook real food for me. It's nice to stay up til 3am talking to my mom. It's amazing to have five computers to choose from! I love it that I can spend an entire day in my pajamas working on ( Read more... )

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So, here I am at camp. Tomorrow is my last full day of working here. I'm getting really really sad. I've made so many amazing friends this summer. Some of them I know I'll keep in touch with, but some of them I'll probably never see again. That hurts my heart. Several of my friends are from Ireland!!! So incredibly far away! *sigh* 'Tis fine. This ( Read more... )

Hello world! I feel so distant from everyone and everything. I always thought that Jewell was a horrible little bubble which distanced me from the real world, but Camp Krem is even worse! I feel completely isolated from reality. Perhaps I'll feel like that everywhere I go in life!? I don't know...what is the real world? I mean...will I ever ( Read more... )

so...life kind of sucks right now. i'm sick, i'm exhausted, i want to go home. i'm just so tired. i want to lay in a bed for a month...then maybe i'd be happy...*sigh* i'm sure things will get better...