It's the little things that I miss ( Read more... )

And the hardest part ( Read more... )

"I have not smoked marijuana. I ate a brownie once… at a party in college. It was intense. It was kind of indescribable actually. I felt like I was floating. Turns out there wasn’t any pot in the brownie. It was just an insanely good brownie."

I am going to be happy by myself, and we'll see where that takes me.

God dammit, somewhere between July and October, we lost it. I don't know what it was, where it went, or why. But somewhere in there, it went out the door. I read our letters and remember it being there-- but I don't remember ever feeling a significant change. One day it was there, so much there. And then the next it was lost, COMPLETELY lost. So ( Read more... )

I find it very sad that when you leave for Europe, you are not just leaving for an unknown number of months, you are leaving my life for good. I know that when you come back you probably won't be dying to tell me about your findings and your adventures. I don't know exactly what happened between us-- when not so long ago, we were one. I have some ( Read more... )

Here is my little list of updates ( Read more... )

oh, i am surviving my man being gone for 21 days. we're at 8, and SO counting. right now he's at the part of his trip where he doesn't have internet access for messaging/skype so this is like boot camp, or something awful like that. so these next two weeks i will be totally solo. i have been clinging onto him via facebook/skype the best i can for ( Read more... )

will i feel pretty with short hair? i've made the decision to cut my hair. while alec is in copenhagen. he will have no idea. anyway. i need a change, desperately. and what better time to do it then when the boyfriend is away? ha. hmm. sadly, i'm hoping i don't lose all sense of sexiness with my hair being gone. i mean, natalie portman? sexier with ( Read more... )

the times, they are like SO, uh-changin ( Read more... )