guys, i am so happy right now. my new friends just left my house, yes it is midnight (and yes, laurel was indeed missing). i am just so happy about summer and graduating and having a lot of money to buy a nice digital camera, and having a really cool reeeeeeeeeeally fun group of friends that has nothing to do with the norm in my life. new people, ( Read more... )

1. hooker dress-up ( Read more... )

yep, i received another message from the notorious andi bankson ( Read more... )

i couldnt believe it ( Read more... )

i feel waves of relief and sadness when i think about graduation. i keep thinking of words of advice for people just heading in to highschool, i dont know why, because i have no one to give those words to. i guess theyre more of... this is what i would've done differently. im not very good at keeping in contact with people, so the thought of next ( Read more... )

my sister moved out again, probably for good this time. i miss her already. my house is so quiet and boring. i have no friends in sebastopol. i have no one to make top ramen and jump on the trampoline with at 2 in the morning. i have no one in my house who i can truly vent to, about everything, uncensored. i am bored. i am sad. and i am lonely. i ( Read more... )

my dad just told me the story about when he was seventeen and he saw pink floyd and smoked dope :] i love my dad. god i wish i could see pink floyd. i need to purchase romeo and juliet, alright? dont let me forget. i wish i knew how to play guitar. no i dont want to learn, i just wish i knew, and was fantastic at it. im really frustrated with ( Read more... )

basically, an all around good weekend and it had absolutely nothing to do with men!. so wonderful. im pretty sure this weather had a huge say in how my weekend ended up. me and lizy went to the apple parade and rode our bikes around sebtown for hours, soaking up massive amounts of sun (this included: bubbles, vegan pizza, cold drinks, many ( Read more... )

i asked to hang out he said i make no guarantees. i asked if he ignores me on purpose he said it'd be ironic if he didnt reply. he told me im clingy and he needed disntance, which sounds like a load of crap to me because really? how are you clingy when you text someone asking if they want to hang out?. "im not trying to be a dick, im not trying to ( Read more... )

i'm looking for something i dont even know. i feel inadequate in everything i do. like i didnt spend enough time in preschool or something. like this is the result of being a shy little girl my whole life and never pushing myself. i'm constantly wondering if the choices im making are the right ones, or even ones that will do me any good. i dont ( Read more... )