Earth to the President: warnings ignored at your peril ( Read more... )

hm...this livejournal shit is getting old. I sense a lapse in updates coming...

you know those little cooling fans in the back of computers? I've decided that I'm going to have one of those installed in the side of my skull to cool my brain. It'll have a biochemically controlled on-off switch - whenever high stress hormones like cortisol rise above the threshold it would activate. Something like this would serve a dual ( Read more... )

oh yeah. I just did another quick analysis of my entries. Multiple entries in series about stress, and series about love. Hmmm...stress, love, stress, love... Are they polar opposites, or one and the same? Whatever they are, they both weigh heavily upon my young mind...

I feel like such a dependent fraud. I'm the calm and quietly strong-willed artist...yeah right. Nothing like dropping the illusion of strength out from under you to sober you up quickly. "Put it in the music, man!!" Fuck off. I don't have the intellect in my will right now to articulate my disgust and pain in moments of frailty. The interior ( Read more... )

A weight is beginning to lift from my chest. I do believe I found a well-paying job. Now the financial prison that is my life may change a bit. But, typical of nature's balancing forces, more stress is emerging in other areas. Great, now I can pay the bills, only to begin doubting whether or not I have anything going for me that is not material ( Read more... )

hmmm...I have nothing to say, but i have time to kill. Should I rant? You wouldn't want to hear what I have to rant about, and frankly, neither do I. The mounting stress from the aspects of my life with which I am currently displeased is like a growing cerebral parasite or degenerative disease. It's making my emotions, and therefore my actions ( Read more... )

oh yeah, i forgot. Guess who has a ticket for the nov. 2 show at MCI with nine inch nails and queens of the stone age? I'll give you three guesses and the first two don't count. Fucking right, it's ME. HAHAAHAH~~~1!!!!@#$ I'm mad with power, lunch, and fury!! All the good tickets sold out quick as hell, too. envy me!

From the ACLU ( Read more... )

"with so many gerbils to care for, our staff has been stretched to the limit." How true ( Read more... )