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I'm an emotional Wreck!!!

I took my cat to the vets this morning to get neutered and as i was on my way out of the surgery i burst into tears.

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!!!!!!!

I ended up sat in my car for 15minutes sobbing .................... this is sooooooo wrong.

I can't cope with this anymore, have booked another appointment with the ( Read more... )

Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it won't be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
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Wow what a busy week i've had.

Lets see,

Saturday-Mids9

Sunday-Blackpool

Monday-BBQ and Warrington Racing

Tuesday-Work and then Girlie Night

Wednesday-Work and then Pub

Thurdsay-Work and then CUK meet at Trafford

Friday-Work and then Kings Dock

Tomorrow there is a cruise in Manchester and sunday ....... well i think i'll have the night off (seeing ( Read more... )

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Went back to work today and had to explain why i'd been off work all week to my Team Leader.  Not the most pleasant meeting i've ever had, ending up with the pair of us in tears in an office on the 3rd Floor!!! I feel happier that she knows now and doesn't think that i'm pulling a fast one and skiving.

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I am officially in a silly mood today :D

One of those mornings when you just think, fuck it I'm not in the mood to be a sensible grown up today, i'm gonna do something really stupid. Thus far i have made jelly bunny rabbits and been rollerskating round my kitchen :D

Thank F*ck its Friday thats all i can say. :D

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Your Existing Situation

Is seeking a solution to existing problems or anxieties, but is liable to find it difficult to decide on a right course to follow.

Your Stress Sources

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and ( Read more... )

Ok, second day on the tablets, and I don't feel any different, not too worried as i believe they can take a few weeks to kick in.

Had a WONDERFUL nights sleep last night, woke up feeling refreshed, a few more nights like that and i think i'll be back on form :D

Now, according to my Doctors notes (irritatingly messy scrawl that i can only just make ( Read more... )