Well.. things are going, that's for sure ( Read more... )

I feel empty and alone. Alone seems to be the only feeling I can recognize anymore, outside of anger and self-hate. I think it's over. I'm pretty sure it's over. It's just one big fight now, and I'm tired of being beat up.

things are really starting to grind me down... so how about some aimless rambling ( Read more... )

So I've decided I want to smoke out alot of my old friends and acquantances. That is all.

Based on the music flow today, it's not a slow day. Fast/angry music today... Work will probably be boring because I'll have to much energy and not enough to do ( Read more... )

Someone feel like explaining to me what the great idea about popping out these kids is ( Read more... )

I don't feel like I can be myself in what is supposed to be my own home... Then again, how can you call it your home when you're having to share it with more than yourself and your significant other. Why is it that I can't seem to find any sort of spot where "I" can exist within these four walls? Why does it seem to just be absorbed and swept ( Read more... )

I'm pretty sure it's safe to assume that few if any still read these, and that's fine. It's how I want things again. It's really how I always wanted things. Large web of moderately informed friends, small web of very well informed friends ( Read more... )

Happy christmas 07. i'm 21. hooray.

I work at the Arcade in oxford alabama.. And anyone who reads this probably knows the guy. So damn sick of him and the hypocracy of enjoying the phrase "Position has it's privledge." With which he means be a lazy motherfucker that never checks the tickets anymore, apparently doesn't check the token hoppers every morning like he's supposed to, or ( Read more... )