Maybe it's PMS or something, but I feel like really emotional lately. I get really stressed out & frustrated over little things & it's bothering me more than it should. Also the fact that I've been waking up & hating myself...that can tend to put a damper on things. I hate the fact that I gained weight after working so hard to lose it. I think I'm ( Read more... )

Woooo...more big news since the last time I posted. I guess I haven't been posting as much as I would normally, so I figured it'd be a good time to update since I had some free time. I miss you all & don't worry, I still read your journals every chance I get. I'm sorry if I haven't been commenting as much as I should, but I do promise I've been ( Read more... )

Omg...big, big, big news. :D ( Read more... )

Hahahah omg...I got fleas today! How gross is that?! Here's what happened: I was in the backyard feeding the kittens & decided to try to get closer to them. The little blue eyed one that I want was being really playful & kept coming up to me. Then I started getting all itchy & red, so I came in the house & my mom's like "oh yeah, they have fleas, ( Read more... )

I've been thinking a lot lately about how a bad situation can actually turn out to be good in the end. I mean, if anything, it teaches you. Or in some cases, it shows you the truth or depth of things. I had an unfortunate situation occur recently, in which I fought with someone I love over something that wasn't even real. When you think about that ( Read more... )

So I'm finally 18. Eighteen years old! My, how time flies. It still hasn't really sunk in yet. I'm going to be considered an adult. I'm going to have responsibilities...I'm going to have to start growing up! It's a little scary, but I'm ready for whatever comes my way. {Or at least as ready as you can be for the unexpected/unknown ( Read more... )

sometimes it feels really good to be wrong. i never thought i'd say that, but it's true. i'm so glad things aren't how i thought they were. but that's all i'm going to say about that matter for now ( Read more... )

I feel kind of out of touch sometimes these days. It's kind of like I don't think anyone is really always on the same wavelength as me. I feel like I have all these big thoughts & no way to really develop them into something anyone else would really understand. {Or at least understand the way I do.} I mean, everyone has their own point of view... ( Read more... )

It's only like 2 weeks until my birthday & I'm still not exactly sure what I'm going to do for it. My parents are going up to my aunt's house in Upstate NY & they invited me to go. They said I could also bring my awesome cousin Megan, who I haven't seen in a while. I think it would be fun, but I was kind of looking forward to going clubbing in NYC ( Read more... )

Today I hung out with Ally & my brother. I got to try this vegan tomatoe pizza, it was really good. Ally is going to come do my hair for me on Tuesday, I'm dying it natural red with blonder bangs. I think I want her to cut the back shorter so I can make it messy. I love getting new hair. :D ( Read more... )