I just wanted ask everyone to send positive thoughts to my GF ( Read more... )

I mean JFC ! Sorry for intruding, but that reaction.... I felt diseased, disgusting and definately unwanted. I know its not your problem, and I don't want it to be, but Kelly (my GF)seemed quite disturbed. Some how no matter how nice I try to be, I always end up a speck of shit in someone elses eye ( Read more... )

ok so Friday I got my bike.... well all except the special kickstand. Then Friday night/Saturday morning I did one of my two paper routes on the bike to see how it was going to work out.... I was suprised by many things ( Read more... )

Rebellion is almost as stupid as obedience. In either case you let yourself be defined by what they tell you to do.

( Happiness ends, ephemeral wisps to be replace with self degradation )

without looking I see ( Read more... )

On the front page of the newspaper this morning:

( A truly horrible entry, I mean it, I don't know why I wrote it, but you might want to skip this one )

I have been putting it off, I dont know why its just a conversation...... but It could change things drastically...... I am not worried about me, it's her..... I just want it all to be OK. I will beg, grovel, offer up my soul to anyone who could make it all just OK. sigh ( Read more... )

I have been having some really intense dreams lately; I would like to share three of them:

( Don't eat me, I’m just a wittle burdy )

So I am preparing to make some rather drastic changes in my life..... some things I should have done a loooong time ago, or rather I NEVER should have been made to feel I had to repress these things.... some of them are hard to vocalize and I think these decisions are going to negatively impact many of my relationships.  I have decided many things ( Read more... )