Every once in a while I sit down here to write something life-changing. And then I get bored with myself and never quite manage to get more than a page or so before deleting it all. When I sit down and write, though, I can’t help but to feel self-absorbed after I read a few paragraphs of my own writing. It’s the human condition, I suppose, to be a ( Read more... )

I know I haven't posted here much. Joe and I are engaged, I think that was the last post that I made here. Not much has gone on, I'm waiting to hear back about a job interview, so keep your fingers crossed guys. Sitting out this semester, I feel like it's the best decision as far as finances are concerned ( Read more... )

Or as my MySpace Bulletin is titled "Holy Crapcicles." Joe and I are engaged. Last night we were lying on the couch, watching The Grim Adventures of Billy and Mandy, and he said "Just a second, I need to get something." So he got up and came back and handed me the box, and I was so stunned that I just held it for a few minutes. Then I handed it to ( Read more... )

Damnit, I hate that I can't highlight anymore ( Read more... )

It's been 5 days. Friday I went back to classes, and had to explain to my teacher's why I wasn't there. By the time my last class was over, all I wanted was to come home and be alone ( Read more... )

"Quietly may thy body sleep in this earthly bed, my brother. Bright and glorious be thy rising from it. Fragrant be the acacia sprig that here shall flourish. May the earliest buds of spring unfold their beauties on this, thy body’s resting place; and here may the sweetness of the summers rose linger latest Though the cold blast of autumn may lay ( Read more... )

In this post, from Bolt2, I'm "FrostedGoodness"

http://www.bolt2.com/boards/News_Issues/Politics/replies/b266/p20890628/c41

Read it, don't, whatever.

I think I'm going to have to cut ties with my mother. I can't deal with her bullshit anymore. She just called and bold-faced lied to me. Friday, she called telling us that she was getting evicted and had come up with part of her rent ($140 out of $200) but not the rest ( Read more... )

It's amazing how you can go from holding everything in, being strong for yourself and everyone else, and then one day, when no one's looking and when you least expect it, the tears come crashing down like a waterfall. You've made it so far that you're completely blown away that you're crying now that the storm has passed. You've lived day to day ( Read more... )

I'm a super-drama queen. I hate my birthday. And we're still 16 days out.