Well, it seems like every time I get on here, I haven't written in a while. I'm not sure why it takes me so long. I have been working on myself so to speak. I have been trying to get in shape, get my head straight, and get my self esteem back. Things are going much better at home. School is hard but I only have 2.5-3 years left. YES!!! Then ( Read more... )

Why do I constantly care what people think ( Read more... )

Ok. So I haven't been on much. Well, life is hectic. I guess I've been kinda losing myself in my FFXI game although I don't play that much anymore. I've been distancing myself from everyone it seems. Not really on purpose but doing it just the same. I am flying out to see my mom next week and am really looking forward to it. Oh yeah, my mom ( Read more... )

Ok so I haven't been on much lately. Alright, so I haven't been on at all in a while. I've been so busy with school and motherly duties and FFXI. I have slowed down on the game though. I decided not to play as much. The funny thing is, when I cut out the playing, my grades went down. Go figure. I am doing ok. Alot better since the last time ( Read more... )

I know it has been a while. I have had soooo much going on in my life. I told my husband that I wanted to leave him a couple of weeks ago. I think I still do but I told him I would give him a chance to try to save our marriage. I am going to therapy for myself and we will go to marriage counciling. I really don't think I can be in love with ( Read more... )

I know it has been a while since I have written. I have been really busy with school and all. I was in a car accident on Monday in my brand new Honda Accord. That really sucks. Some stupid lady wasn't watching and rearended me. Needless to say now I have a back and neck problem. I am completely sore and I have a pinched nerve in two different ( Read more... )

Well, my newest adventure is this. I am a home party consultant. Not the typical one though, I sell special products. Lotions, message oils, and toys..... I thought it would be fun to do something different. I also have a website that I sell from. People can purchase online ( Read more... )

I know it has been a while. I have been so busy and haven't really been feeling well. I can't get myself to go on my computer often. Me, the person who can't live without her computer. Go figure. I started school, PTA president stuff, and my normal home duties. I am just stressed and worn out. I can tell I am going to have alot of homework ( Read more... )

I think I am going to try a liver flush and put myself into a strict workout. I am going to eat decent foods and try to keep my calorie intake to about 1350 a day. I was inspired by the show VH1 Rock Bodies from flab to fab. It was very inspiring seeing average women like myself look and feel good about themselves. I just have to be really ( Read more... )

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