"Yesterday was full of tears, knowing death has just been here ( Read more... )

all i have ever tried to do was make you proud gary. im sorry i failed on this one. i tried so hard but im just not a good test taker which ends up to fuck me over in the end. im sorry. i miss you gary...i love you. rest peacefully

SAT's can fuck a persons dreams =/
goodbye hofstra..
hello sufflok
rather kill myself then do this.

"everyday that passes i find myself searching for a reason of why your gone but then i realize, there never will be a good enough reason to ease my mind"

..i miss you so much big bro♥

scared shitless isn't even where to begin. 19 more days left of school, thats seriously so fucking nerve racking. i cant believe i am saying this but i dont want the year to end. i have had the most amazing teachers ever this year and i am soo thankful for them. i sat in school mainly all day just wondering what the hell am i going to do without ( Read more... )

today was hella-long. so happy its over although the boyfriend isnt out of work yet and now b/c of me getting home at 2o clock in the morning the other night i have a cerfew of 12 so theres probably no way im seeing him tonight which sucks soooo much =/ gayyy. ughhh come home already, damn ( Read more... )

when does drama end? thank god im only the listener in this and not involved and keeping everything to myself. junior banquet is causing so much shit that doesnt need to be going on. ahhh. so not used to this drama crap so now its annoying ( Read more... )

its sunday already?! ew. freakin gayyyy. i dont feel like going to schoollll. im in and out of having my tummy ache- i dont get it. hmm weird. anywayss waiting for the boyfriend to get home then out with himmm<3

love you babes =]

you left a mark
i'll wear it proudly on my chest
above my heart
i'll miss you and think of you always
thank you ( Read more... )

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im so happy i made myself stay in school all day since i had the absolute perfect night. hes such a cutiepiee <3 =]

so tired
talked 2 shana's mom today
shes a nice lady
<3 happy birthday sweetheart(27th)
i hope heaven is taking good care of you

zee, i miss you man. love you 4|24|07<3
rest peacefully, you were way too good.

so today started off with a congratualtions in the start of the conversations id be in and end with a oh im so sorry. once again my life only consists of 3 hours of happiness before its destroyed. when will it be my turn to finally be happy and free?

Rest In Peace Zeeshan Akbar. April 24th 2007 ( Read more... )