so how was your 4/20? haha not in that way- silly stoners. but really this was a pretty damn good night. went out to see disturbia which wasnt as scary as it was in previews but i had a good time on the date =D on the bad side- i just found out my neighbor who is like my big bro attempted suicide & hes at a albany psych. center. ugh, i hope my lil ( Read more... )

today was really a blah day. got into a lil tiff with p-lazz and shes one of my favs so i sorta feel bad but then again i dont. whatever ( Read more... )

wow, where do i begin? this was a day i will never forget. i shared my feelings with teachers i never met, with students i never met and was able to let the real nicole. not the one who puts up a front all the time. it felt good to let it out. the crossing of the line fucked me up. i cried my eyes out like crazy. it was so real and to notice how ( Read more... )

You know though nothin' come easy ( Read more... )

i miss you so much angelface. as well as seth, shana,matt & andy. miss you like crazy. i would do anything to bring you all home or to switch places.

it was a trial
you made a mistake
we know
why arent you sorry?
why arent you sorry, why?
this could be better
we can be happy
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ugh i feel like a train wreck. my whole body is killing me, my stomach is a KILLERRR and is taking over my body because its in so much pain and ugh im just so sick =( and i kno its serious because my mom is freaking out and wants me to go to the doctor asap since shes worried about me. yeah of course it takes somethin big for her to actually care. ( Read more... )

i dont know whats wrong with my body but i feel so sick. physically to the max and in some ways i think its affecting me mentally cause i have the whole "crs" (cant remember shit) its soo annoying. i try to remember the smallest things and i just cant. i forget everything. ughhh. idk i feel like crap. mom forgot about my dr. apt today so that was ( Read more... )

i swear this reminds me of my life.. "wake up..you never felt so stupid..you do this, you bottle up all your emotions" ugh. i hate everything so much =( this break couldnt get/be any worse. blahhhh! can i go back to school now alreadyyy ( Read more... )

those damn yankees lost. jerks. was so pissed. FLIPPPPEDDDD out on the TV when that happen. it was actually kinda funny. i wish someone taped it. ohhh whatev's only ONE game. but if they lose again i shall go kick some ass ( Read more... )