It*s been awhile, atleast according to my standards. anyways, a lot has happened since I last updated. Today, I got a puppy. She is so sweet. Everytime she wakes up from a nightmare or whatever, she comes and curls up with me. HOW CUTE?!?! Her name is Cheyenne and if I ever get around to it, I will post pictures. Most of you have already seen her ( Read more... )

i give up

hmm...i thought today went alright. and then it ended all shitty. damn it.

again. more rejection. this bites. ugh... ugh............ ugh. i am speechless. god smite me.

today sucked. i*m a lifeless body bag filled with dribbling emotions that don*t belong. it*s like i cry everyday between calculus and chorus. i don*t know what*s wrong with me but it has only been in those two classes ( Read more... )

i feel as though my stomach dropped to the floor. i am not a bad person...so how come everyone thinks i am?

...i didn*t mean to hurt him again /=

I found a poem that a wrote when I was twelve today. I didn*t think I had that much emotion in me when I was twelve.

excerpt: "I dream of swimming deep into oceans, not fears// I want to rest peacefully in my own tears"

it*s been so long since i*ve seen your face except for inside my head

my life is a disaster. i dunno if i really want to get into detail with that. i am sure all of you by now know.

...the road to studipidity is paved with good intentions

Last night when I went I home I saw my room filled with boxes and bags of my things. My mother had packed all of my stuff! So, today, I stayed home from school and started to unpack a few things- mostly my clothes. This is so weird. I am really moving in. How about that?

I just wish my grandmother wasn*t such a pack rat.

ugh.

What a weekend! I hung out with some of the coolest people ever this weekend...yet somehow, I feel empty and ...and guilty? I dunno. Something is wrong with me.

eh.